Yesterday, Tommy put his arms around me and said "I love our life." That makes a woman beam with pride that she-even though she may seemed frayed at times-is keeping up and not letting her relationship fall to the wayside. I have no delusions of perfection, more like learning to live and love normal imperfections. We deserve to be at this point. There are few things that still bring us to fight and most of the time we are careful with each others feelings and sensitivities.
Anyway, I just wanted to dote on him because I think he is being really sweet lately and I know we are on a bit of a high. Any day now there could be a positive First Response pregnancy test waiting in the bathroom, but not yet. I am enjoying the possible last month of my body being...well... independent and singular. I am excited and anxious and beaming but it's kind of like Christmas Eve. I remember most of my pregnancy with Bella. I remember sleeping at work and wanting to vomit when I brushed my teeth and the bad skin. I just can't wait to hear the heartbeat and find out the sex but then again I can.
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I slept at work too.
Deciding to expand your family is such an exciting next move. Good luck. And I hope you and Tommy have fun trying to get pregnant.
And you'll be even MORE tired the second time around because you'll be chasing after Bella! Just something to look forward to.
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