Shhhh!

I hate to write this because I don't want to jinx myself but the baby is sleeping 5 hours at a time at night and sometimes through the night. Yay! It's pretty cool except some of my milk is drying up because I cannot force myself out of bed to pump for fear I will wake her plus it's too tempting to stay in bed.
She is getting so big and more beautiful every day. It really is amazing to experience having a baby. The pregnancy and delivery and now the home time is just sweet and has been pretty perfect, there have been only minor happenings to complain about.
I do plan on returning to work. I don't have a date in my mind but I know it will be soon and the time will fly no matter how long I'm allowed to stay home with the little darlings. I just wish that I could have more time every day. More for myself, more for Bella, less for the breast pump and more to fit work in there too. I hate thinking of only seeing them a couple hours a day every day again. It was hard letting Bella go when I went back to work after her birth. It was extremely emotional. Now that there are two to think about while I work I just don't know how I will concentrate and let go.