In Love

The bonds are strengthening and as Tori pulls out her first smiles and coos we are falling in love.

The bond I have with Bella is unshakable and now I am growing closer to my new daughter and it feels wonderful. Bella is sensing the changes. She has to share me. She is in love too in her own way. She goes up to Tori and says she's cute and that she wants to hold her, but she also lets out some jealous comments now and then. She sees the baby sleep in our room, held in our arms and is fed her bottle with gazes and smiles.

Bella will love being a sister. If their personalities are as similar as their looks then they will be best friends.

Tommy is such a rock. His emotional state always appears put together while I torture myself with little stresses. He makes me fall in love with him over and over daily with his compartmentalizing skills.

As you can see I am enchanted by the family right now. I have been through some very blue moments and they may return but all in all I am doing quite well... as long as I stay home. I'm not very adventurous yet.