I just want to scream

I need a break.
Not a weekend, because honestly there is no end to my week, it's just time working somewhere else.
I need to breathe and relax and let go. I need time for myself, time to relieve the tension built up around and inside of me. I need time to let my kids miss me and let me miss them. The more time I spend doing things that rack my nerves, the more sensitive and irritable I become.
I become whiny, light headed, air headed and ticked off. I lose myself.
When the fun is drained from the everyday tasks the child in me comes out with a vengeance. It desires attention and love and coddling.
Even though we grow up we are still the child that our parents raised. That child just gains more experience and communication skills but sometimes the child forgets all those skills and screams out in anger and frustration. The child in me is out today and she is not very friendly.
GRRRRR!