Monday, June 29, 2009

Just pitiful

In a phrase, my blog-keeping has been just pitiful. I need to find the original cord to the camera. You might think I've had plenty of time but it just hasn't been a priority. The posts are much better with pics and the creativity flows more. Tori is about to turn one and I feel lost. I need to cement my feelings on this blog and let them go. I am an emotional wreck when it comes to the way time flies with my children. I try to wollow in the baby times and make quality time often, but there is no stopping the clock. I will be back on here very soon. I need to be. In a sense I am lost without you, blog. I need these moments in print.

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

blogger's block

I am seriously suffering from a block. I need new energy and motivation to blog again.
Stay tuned.

Monday, June 8, 2009

My President

Footage of him reaching out his slender brown hand to shake those of the ladies seated adjacent to the door surfaces in my memory over, and over again.
He stood at the burger joint for one reason... lunch.
He bought the staff's entire lunch with money of his own that he earns being the leader of the free world. That's some receipt.
He embodies everything I have ever been taught-no one is better than the other, you have to work hard to make a buck, and it is totally possible to make dreams a reality.
The man wants to bring more peace to the world than there was yesterday, he wants to help this struggling nation feel like a part of a whole instead of individuals who have nothing in common.
My generation are a people with memories that consist more of sitcom television plots than real life experience. We have no disillusions that we are a commodity and are being passed around to the highest advertising bidder when a new show our demographic is keen to.
We will buy anything if they put it in the right package.
But, I also believe that we are absolutely up for the task of doing our part. Conservation? Absolutely, we like being "green". It's a color, no it's a verb, we like it!
Peace? Hell yeah.
Can we have special concerts and wear the sign on every piece of clothing imaginable? Sure thing, we'll do that.
Help out in our community? Oky Doky, just tell me a web site to search and I will get right on that for you Mr. President, sir.
I thought that I would lose my umph after the election, but that's not it at all. He is surrounded by an aura of cool and gifted with the language skills to convey what people in this day and time need to hear to move their asses.
Hopefully this isn't totally off the subject, but there was a baby boom in 2007 even larger than the original one.
Pro: our social security will be taken care of.
Con: the time for change in every part of the spectrum is upon us and haters are going to hate themselves when they see the good that hope brings.

Friday, June 5, 2009

i'm stupid

I still haven't found my USB cable to put pics on here and that's just stupid.
I am suffering from TMS again and I haven't gotten out the book that heals me or asked for any help and that's even more stupid.
I'm making extra money on ebay and really have no handle on how to price things or what strategy on what to do next because I'm so fatigued and in pain that I truly don't care.
Stupid.
I lost my credit card because of having a loose grip on the aforementioned.
Eh hem, I call this very stupid. It turns out I canceled it before anything crazy could happen so, I do get back 1 smart point, but there's really little excuse for all this stubborn stupidity.
Ugh!
Now, I have to go because I just remembered my cat is sitting at the vet waiting for me to pick him up.
Probably need to remember that, Genius.